Am I just Paranoid?

You suddenly begin to experience a sensation of interest toward another person. You feel like a complete idiot meanwhile. You are unable to control your feelings. You are just interested in that person and that’s it. Why? There is no answer to this question. Some spark, which attracts you, begins to shine in him. That’s it. You are locked in on it. That’s it; there’s nothing to be done.

Can you control this? Well, in our world, let’s suppose that you can. But in reality, you cannot. You couldn’t have suspected that this would happen, and you can’t do anything with the fact that it is here.