I’m So Lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely

I discovered that I’m an egoist, and I was very very ashamed. To make matters worse, everywhere I looked I saw only egoism. Everyone are egoists, my family and friends, loved ones and enemies. Everyone only think of themselves because everyone is lonely, just as I am. The only desire we have inside each and every one of us is to satisfy ourselves. I saw the lie, faced it head on and became very angry at Him. How had He managed to con me for so many years, to make me think and feel as if I was doing for others? How can He make such selfish creatures feel that way? Am I the only one who sees this or is there someone else in the world who has experienced it as well? I felt linked to a great truth, a horrible, powerful and dark truth.