If one exists unconsciously in our world, one is forced to go to school, to some other places against his will, and he exists like all these other “Homo sapiens,” but it is impossible to enter the Spiritual World automatically like that—one must create his own desire there. That desire must be clearly directed, precisely to the spiritual and one does not know what it is.
In other words, in order to become an adult and exist spiritually, independent work is required. There is no way one can enter spirituality by automatically going with the flow, like our existence in this life. It is a big problem. It is because we are used to saying that everything will turn out all right, everything will sort itself out, everything will work out somehow on its own. If one’s mind does not make it happen, and then over time it will happen anyway. Everything comes to its end, its goal, and therefore I will come to it as well. However, in reality, it is nothing like that.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Da6e-BjhWM